Ramblings of my life.

hello dolls! i should be sleeping right now but my silly behind decided to take a nap at 9pm and now i'm wide awake doing homework and reviewing notes for my classes in the AM.. (bad idea) but anywho i have been super busy as always just trying to get on top of this school sh-t.. I'm three classes away from my Associates Degree so i'm happy about that then it's back to school for me after that.. just trying to stay on top of things.. school is beyond stressful with work on top of that, so i'm trying tokeep my head above water. this wk.end was fun!! it was indeed much needed. friday night after work i came home and waited for my sis and her best friend to come get me so we could go out we ended up going on the strip bar hopped and just enjoyed each others company, dancing and laughing it was a great night! sat. i went downtown to watch the Sabres playoff game unfortunately they lost but they played their heart out but all in all it was a Great game after that me and mom dukes went to the casino and i won me some money! which is always good lol. then later on Mickey's Father stopped by i haven't seen him since my birthday party which was in december so when he knocked on the door i was shocked! it was sooooo good seeing him he reminds me so much of his son and it just makes me happy being around him, we started talking about mickey and how he use to always walk in my house and the first thing he say is "where jazz at" my sis use to be like ok can we get a hi or something dang! LOL I miss that boy so much i still can't believe its been almost 5 months since he has been gone, i really think about him every single day and everything i do i do it for him and i know he would be so proud of me. we all went out dinner and drinks before we went to the movies to see  Death at a funeral on sat. night Mickeys father wanted to treat us which i thought was pretty nice, him and mom has been best friends for years and since me and my sis were 1 yrs. old they use to always take us to the movies and what not and it was good to be around great people and have a nice conversation. sunday i went to church which was so needed, i'm getting closer to him and it feels amazing he is touching my life in so many ways and i have every reason to thank and praise him so i'm trying to get back to going every sunday again. I'm changing in so many ways & it feels good.